Miss Waiting

Oasis / (What';s the Story) Morning Glory?
track 12 Champagne Supernova


不停地反覆播放是因為我還惦記著，一直在等什麼時候那感覺會再次回到我身邊，牽動我的指尖敲出一個一個字。

那是個微涼的夏日午後，日光任意地灑進房間，不特別明亮，懶懶地小憩一陣剛剛好。無所事事地順著恍惚的腦袋陷進枕頭裡，閉目片刻後突然有股意念在意識中清楚浮現，我想聽那首歌，很多很多遍。於是我起身、搜尋、抽出殼子、喀啷地拿起光碟又喀啷地置入隨身聽，設定好反覆播放後躺回床上靜靜等待，潺潺水聲伴著吉他，它仍舊和我記憶中的一樣美好。而當我快要在熟悉的氛圍裡迷失自己的時候，心頭卻猛然一震，有東西正以一種我無法控制的方式從我身上流失，起初是一絲絲地被抽出來，但隨著樂聲越趨澎湃，它像傾倒、像洩洪般地離開。

我先是詫異，卻也很快地接受事實，流失的東西是什麼我無從解釋，只知道這是必定會發生的事。

我一直在等那樣的感覺，感覺來了才能訴諸於文字，可是幾個月來，發現了一些不曾注意的事、深刻體會了一些從前膚淺的認知、因煩惱無解而感到無力、因眼前的景象太遼闊而無助恐懼，原來我已經不再備受保護，從那一刻起，就被推向更現實的現實。流了很多淚才明白，失去的感覺只屬於那個時刻，過去的時間找也找不回來。

我想破了頭才決定這也許就叫長大，只是長大是件多麼殘忍又累人的事，要被迫看透醜惡的事、被迫分擔世上的痛苦，可是我們也因而懂事了。懂事是你知道什麼是殘存的美好，值得你用一生去守候，像漆黑夜空裡的殘星獨自閃耀，你願意凝視它久一點、深一點。懂事是你突然了解到創作耐人尋味的地方，它如何親密觸碰你、如何將你的感同身受再次化成共鳴、讓你不那麼孤單，像注視著天邊零落的星光般，它也正在你的眼睛裡灼熱、發亮。



How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me 
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky

Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova

'Cause people believe
That they're gonna get away for the summer
But you and I we live and die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why
Why why why why?

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?

Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannonball
Where were you while we were getting high?

Someday you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Someday you will fimd me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova 
A champagne supernova

'Cause people believe 
That they're gonna get away for the summer
But you and I we live and die
The world's still spinning around we don't know why
Why why why why?

How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting hight?

We were getting high


唱到這裡，這個夏天在我心中也就結束了。





§夏日涼涼歌單§
#1 可樂綠洲(click)
#2 女孩沙灘(click)
#3 鞦韆(click)
#4 晨窗雨(click)
#5 夏夜晚風(click)

§夏末§
#6 兜風(click)
#7 殘星 - Champagne Supernova